shanemuhdej:

i’m gonna make another post with the correct link because i don’t think ya’ll understand how crucial this is. i calculated my monthly payments and by the end of the month i’m looking at about $800 left in my bank account. which, yeah, may not seem so bad, but i literally only get paid twice a month so that means after pay day, i will have two weeks to try and keep that $800 from falling too far. i have a pet bill i have to pay $109. i still have to take my cat in for a consult which is another $100. i have to take my dog in for his checkup by the end of the week. $100. plus my credit card payments are automatically withdrawn. roughly $200 all together. i have my car insurance and phone bill to pay. that’s about $100 all together. these are my expenses, not including the $300 i have to pay my parents, the $250-$300 for my son’s daycare, or my mental health med appointments and meds which cost between $45-$60. that’s a lot of money that isn’t even fully calculated in. i just spent $200 for my car and i need to get an oil change which rounds up to $60 at the most. that is way more money than i make. if i were to pay everything by my next paycheck, i would be broke. i still have gas to pay for, my son needs clothes that fit him, i just….guys, i REALLY need help. i’m struggling. i was struggling before but this really pushes that. unless i get a better paying job that’s full time or i get put full time at my current job, there is absolutely no way i can manage this each month. this is worth more than my paychecks. as soon as i get my paycheck, it’ll be gone in a flash. i need help. please. help me. i still have to make an appointment for the eye doctor to see if my eyes are going bad because i feel like they are and idk how much that’s gonna cost cause i know my insurance covers it, but not ALL of it so i have no idea what that expense is gonna be and that scares me a lot.

you can help me by donating to my gofundme here: https://www.gofundme.com/7avq8e-help-a-single-parent&rcid=r01-153577161269-f15cd1c40fcc4af7&pc=ot_co_campmgmt_m

OR

by sending me stuff through my paypal which my email is bowties_arecool@outlook.com (and yes it has my “dead” name. i know this. everyone knows this. just don’t bring it up. yes my name is summer, but i prefer scout.)

please, please help me. idk what else to do. i’ve been applying for new jobs all night but who knows what’s gonna happen with that. i just….i need help. i don’t want to move back to my hometown just because it’s cheaper, because i really don’t want the chance of seeing my son’s sperm donor, but it’s looking like the best option every day. i don’t want that. i just want to take care of myself and my son and try to make a life for us. i’m a part time college student, i work 25-30 hours a week, i come home and take care of my son, and i struggle to get through it all.

okay, this is the last post i’m making on this. please reblog THIS POST instead of the original one as this one has a link that works. please help a struggling parent. thank you if you can. if not, please just spread the word so someone who can help, can. thanks for your time. -scout.